Houstatlantavegas

Why can't we just have a moment where i get to make you feel special,make you smile,give you a compliment and make you feel confident,you know you didn't get all dressedup like that for nobody to notice.you know you didn't showup tonight so that we could fuss and fight and talk about all the times i wasn't there for you when you needed me the most and how i made you cry and how you thought about me alone at night(maybe we can talk about that),cause i am not ready to have this conversation,i feel like i won't like how this puzzle turnsout,so a little hint now and then wouldn't hurt or spoil a surprise,you say we argue and we fight but how would joy feel so good if it wasn't for pain,how do you want me to describe that your what perfect means to me and i can't describe the feeling that i get when you are next me,it's more than physical,did i mention i love that scar you have on your naval,i think it's sexy even though you don't really like it.Take my hand,close your eyes,listen to this words:A happy ending is not guarranteed,but i will be happy with nothing as long as there is you and me.hmmm....i think all this smoke is cloggingup my brain....lets be serious abit, i know your sick and tired of arguing but you cant keep things bottled in,jealousy has got to go,i know that the past hass been kinda hard on you but i see a world in you and i just want to nurture it,though this love may hurt abit,if theres is ever a wave we learn to surf or i am going to build a bridge over it :),follow your heart and mind,i always love to see you smile and when you feel opposite i will never get tired of letting you know your whole being is beautiful and the millions ways your perfect,to make this work i am going to do the best that i can do because i am the best when i am with you,you help me to discover me and i just need you to put your trust in me,i kinda laugh when you curse at me ,the aftermath is you touching me,it's destiny that we are connected neither time nor space can change the way that i feel and maybe......after reading this you will understand how i feel when i say your the only one i will ever......need.i say that again,"ever.....need" :).i recieved an email today and for no good reason it made me write all this,(i know someone is reading this going "@^%@$$") anyway it's thursday so the maids are checking in to my apartment to see if we have been descent,but they are in for a surprise LOL! :) ,Something about Houstatlantavegas....

some things are meant to be :)

okey,moment of clarity,somtimes somethings don't turnout exactly how you want them to be and maybe we have to let go of yesterday so that we can see tomorrow but what happens when your present is not what you envisioned, and when you miss home,your mum's voice is the only thing that keeps you from losing grip of reality,you want to open up to your friends but thats too much of a risk so everything is just a thought in your head and your dreams are the only things that keep you striving for more, but what happens when you get there.if you had to do it again,would you risk it all? would you kiss you mother goodbye and tell daddy you have to leave?because lose is pain and standing on the other side of that plane i understood that i might never see you again.but thats just how i felt and at that moment i understood how it felt to lose a friend to distance and i think i saw the pain my mum felt when she said goodbye to me and everytime i talk to her and she says everything is ok and i feel like saying,"mum,please don't lie to me" and maybe she is worried that she might never see me again.she was always used to having me around,i understand that she just wants to see me safe, but some journeys we must take alone and pray we make it home because when it's all over thats the only place we belong,as we hope to find someone to spend forever with,thats a search thats right beside our dreams,we never think about it because it doesn't feel important but as you get older your mind state changes and you think differently, maybe thats how some things are meant to be :)

Everybody say "Overpriced Education"

when you wakeup in the morning,you either want to go back to sleep,or start thinking about what you have to do then decide to go back to sleep or......get out of bed and do something,some people have more choices but i only have those three,it's the going to bed that get s me workedup,and i endup staying for awhile before i can drift off to slumbertown,counting sheep has never been effective and whenever i decide to do it,i endup thinking what colour are the sheep,are they male or female,are there sheep jumping a fence somewhere as i am thinking of this consistent repeat of sheep jumping a fence?,....maybe not,but who can prove me wrong.aaanyway apart from that,it's the in between that really gets me going,it's such a drag to get out of bed and stay awake,then go back into hibernation and do the same thing all over again tomorrow,seriously think about it.each person on earth is a soul and our occupation is to take care this machines we call our bodys,wash them feed them a.k.a fuel them,learn how to operate various parts,and maybe also teach them(our bodies) some new tricks.a friend of mine once said we are all angels without wings,i personally think that that is a beautiful statement but i can't really make any sense out of it,...okey maybe i can but i don't want to discuss that now,same way i don't want to discuss men wearing female underwear.but the otherday i was checkingout some university brochures and i bumped into tuition fees with the price tag 467,000USD.your face is probably as shocked as mine was,so before this moment passes by take a camera point it in your direction but don't say "cheese",Everybody say "overpriced education".

It's been a Pleasure

A toast to all my friends in Malaysia,the ones that i knew before i stepped out of that flying contraption called an airplane and the ones i got to know as the year 2009 marched towards omega.Cheers to my family and friends back home,words can't describe how i feel not spending Christmas and new year with you so i am just going to remain silent, but i know that in due time i will be back and we will we make better memories than the ones we have at present,Kudos to Topman for making possible the manufacture and sale of "awesome" underwear,Hoorah!! to the existance of 7elevens and mamak's,without you cheap food and canned food wouldnot be available in the middle of the night,Cheers to all my classmates for fillingup some of the extra seats in class and also for being cool.Okey now that we have that out the way WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!:D,2010 we made it!!!! WOOOOOOOO!!! YEAH!!!!:D!! okey,just had to let that out,better late than never,and even though i want it to,nothing lasts forever,Honestly everybody,i would just like to say It's been a pleasure.

Lady in Red

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I'm loving it!!!!

MWAH!!!!!

Hello world,it's another day and it's been crazy,i have been going around all day like a bee looking for pollen and ALAS!! i found a job,dadoo was there with me as my partner in crime and i am not sure why but this days everything seems kinda different between us,maybe it's just me aaaanyway it's friday and i was supposed to go over and say hi to someone but i didn't because i had to go back to SS 15 and see if there were any jobs available,i have no idea why girls where touching me alot today from around 6:30 as soon as i got off the bus till 7:50,must be the sandals or something,i have decided to stop being rascist,yes i was rascist to black people but we are cool now and apparently somebody thought whenever i make a rascist remark i'm serious(it's called a joke dude loosen up,come on,High five!!! Ooops i meant low five!),and for the first time in my life i'm going to consider dating a brown sugar queen,yes i am,seriously i am,i am looking for an african queen but you gotta have some nice brown skin,yeah i just said that to make a ryhme.okey neeext i miss my hombwois up in bukit jalil,Adil my hombwoi remember the days we used to share tandoori man hehehe!! jjjj jeiyaaaaaaaaaah!!,twende kaaaz!! hahaha okey and i kinda miss going to college and seeing familiar faces.i don't drink,i don't smoke,but i am funny when i want to be,aaand before i came to malaysia i could charm the ladies but tis days i'm kinda rusty,oh yeah and i......love myself,no,no,no,i luff two "f's",i just wanna kiss me right there,and there, mwah!,mwah!,mwah!,damn it!! mwah!,mwah!!!wooooooo!!! okey i'm losing it,security!! ,security!!!!

Family business!!!

okey here we go.uh huh!!
okey this goes out to everybody,and i mean everybody
first off i'm sorry about all the girls i did wrong,ait all of you

as kids we used to laugh
who knew that life would move this fast,
who knew that i would be drinking from a vodka shot glass,
remember the days when i used to fall asleep every math class,
remember the days when i used to sit at the back during church masses,
say i'm going to the bathroom and stay outside till the church mass ends,
but i grewup and things are so different,
this is family business,
this is for the family that can't be with us,
i can't even remember how my sister look like worse thing is i don't even have a picture,
i just stare at your empty sit every family dinner,thanksgiving and christmas,
i sometimes forget and make you a plate, remember how granny do it,
she always asking me "boy which girl is you with"
and i smile and act dumb but she knows what it is,when i'm acting stupid,
plus shes seen the love letters and pictures so she knows who it is,
my relatives get mad cause i can't remember there names,
but i got kodak moments for memory lane,
like when i carried my little cousin when she twisted her leg,
or when we did choirs cause we knew we was gonna get paid,
when we got in trouble with the french chick,remember what her daddy said,
oh yeah and i'm sorry i told your girl that you used to pee in the bed,
and if you don't forgive me,then i guess it's family business,

um, that's basically it, i mean we did alot crazy stuff,nothing drastic but kid stuff and it was fun while it lasted,now those days are gone and we are left with the present and the future and we are the ones to dictate direction and movement of whats to come,atleast thats what i believe..so

the following aint family business,
shout out to every girl that gave me her phone digits,
if i didn't call o text back then thats what it is not what it isn't,
i keep my nose to the sky and my heart to the lord,
and my face to the rising sun,
i cant judge you if i don't know you son,so why judge me
we barely know eachother,might be black but am not the guy from TV
just because your chinese doesn't mean you can fight like bruce lee or do some ti chi
anyway it's been a while since i had a great conversation with a shorty,
i miss those days when we used to hookup and just talk with drinks thats was alchohol free,
when friendship was about fun and not fun and money,
when love was about us not us,jenna,tina and monique,
i miss you and i know you miss me,
and even if you don't then i guess that's family business,

i mean what can i say,thats just how i feel,no lie this has been the longest 6 months of my life but i know that i have to do this right,so here goes

this is family business,
college family business,
we're not related but we still family, get it,
so first and foremost apologies to jason a good friend of mine,
when you messedup the toilet and we were just laughing like it was happy time,
and then the girls came through and helped you finishup in time,
but it's not like we didn't help them clean the tables and pass you the magazines and thinner,
i felt bad i thought about that day throughout dinner,
or when we was doing the game with yvonne,eze and liyana,
we started off cool but somehow everything endedup in drama,
i didn't stayup all night thinking about the game like Dadoo,
so i kinda feel bad that he showedup in the morning like "WTF dude!!!",
maybe it was because we're not always in a streesedout mood,
that people think we don't care,but i swear yall, we do,
so am sorry girls for any misunderstanding, we might have gone through,
i want us to be cool in semester three,we barely hangedout in two,
and niki am sorry we made you do all the research for presentation we kinda used you,
but it wasn't on purpose,hope we are still cool,
and if we are not,then i guess it's family business.


yeah, i know i didn't but if i did you wrong and all that then am sorry but if we are still cool then it's all good and for anybody who wasn't jotted down,i still have love for you,real talk,okey now...

this is family business
and this is how my family did it,
i grewup with my mum and my dad had family visits,
so when my girl told me her dad passed away i could directly relate me with it,
cause i knew the pain of having a life without daddy in it,
mama remember when we used to sit and talk on the bedroom floor,
i promised to always love you even when nobody loves you no more,
and when i get older you aint gotta work no more,
ama get you that dream house that we couldn't afford,
i still have that baby picture that says three years old,
i remember when i used to get a cold,
you would fix me up some chicken soup and i would say can i please have another bowl?
and you would give me anything in this world and expect nothing back,
thats why when you say i love you son,i believe every word for a fact,
i don't have to ask heaven to send me an angel cause they already did,
and even though sometimes you ask me to do stuff and i do the opposite,
you still love me effortless,
when i want to see a miracle all i have to do is look at you,
i'm so proud of you,i wanna scream so loud for you
when i get back you already know whats the first thing am going to do,
and you know am going to be strict with your grankids especially if they crazy too,
i only act like i do cause you allow me to,
your like a book of poetry,
Maya Angelou, Nicky Giovanni, turn one page and there's my mommy,
comeon mommy just dance with me,let the whole world see your dancing feet,
you have done more than enough now ama make you proud of me,

i saw you in my dreams last night now i can't wait to go to sleep,
the world is full of surprises one minute i'm drieing your teary eyes,
and telling you "please stop crying" and next minute am at the airport saying goodbye,
when i get back ama take you out to a chinese restuarant,
tell you make a wish list,and ama make it come true, get you whatever you want,
what kinda Range rover rosemary gerald likes,
i already know your favourite colour so i will make it look just right,
it doesn't have to be mothers day or your birthday
for me to just call and say "hey mama...."
okey you guys heard enough, this is family business.

thanx for reading,kanpai,:)))